Jun 21 2013

To See a Child Smile

child smile Ivan does not smile.

We all sit in a circle and laugh and pretend to know Spanish and laugh some more.

But not Ivan. He does not smile.

child smile

I stare at him long and hard. And just when I think he is about to look up at me, he looks past me.

A child’s mind is a delicate thing.

Unicorns and superheroes weave in and out of a mind searching. A mind developing. And as we sit in this poverty stricken community, I wonder what Ivan’s mind is taking in.

Does he know what poverty is? Does he know he is a boy living in poverty?

I think about what I have heard from every pastor or center worker from every Compassion center I have ever visited. About how they challenge the mind of a child in poverty. How they teach them to have dreams and aspirations.

They know, a child’s mind is a delicate thing.

As quoted by Wess Stafford from Christianity Today’s article,

“For my dissertation, I asked a bunch of kids what they wanted to be when they grew up. Some were Compassion kids, some were unsponsored. There was a little bit of a difference between the two groups. But then I asked them later what they realistically expected to be when they grew up.

Here, there was a big difference between the sponsored kids and the other kids.

You see, poverty causes children to have very low self-esteem, low aspirations. The big difference that sponsorship makes is that it expands children’s views about their own possibilities.

Many of these children don’t think they are capable of much. We help them realize that they are each given special gifts from God to benefit their communities, and we try to help them develop aspirations for their future.”

Because a child’s mind is a delicate thing.

But I can’t look away. He’s a puzzle I think my eyes can decode. I so desperately want to know what he thinks. Where his smile lives. Maybe he is just shy. And that is okay.

But maybe his mind is searching. Maybe the innocence of childhood is colliding with the reality of this world. And I watch as his eyes wander over to glance at his home.

child smile

Is that just a glance? Or is a collision in the mind taking place?

But then something amazing happens. Christy grabs him and piles him on top of her lap. And she starts playing a game with him where he is bobbing up and down on her knees and then she drops him down fast.

Ivan absolutely erupts. His laughter marks every airwave that surrounds us.

child smile

child smile

I glance over at the center workers and they are staring at him. Amazed.

They say,

“We have not seen Ivan laugh like this. We will have to play this game with him at the center.”

They say,

“He is very quiet. But slowly, as he has been coming to the Compassion center, he has been opening up.”

Christy draws out the child in Ivan.

Then she holds him. And he smiles.

child smile

I smile too. I know that through the church Compassion will come alongside Ivan’s searching mind and guard his innocence and be a healthy place for his developing mind.

And he will learn that right now he might live in poverty. But poverty does not live in him.

Read more about Christy’s time with Ivan.


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  1. Teresa
    Jun 21, 2013
    at 6:23 am

    Fabulous writing! Thanks for sharing this, and helping me “see” it all.

  2. Jun 21, 2013
    at 6:29 am

    “But poverty does not live in him.” Amen! Such precious photos, such a precious child.

  3. Jun 21, 2013
    at 7:29 am

    What a wonderful story! It is absolutely wonderful to see the smile of a child emerge, even when that child is faced with so many obstacles. Thank you for all that you do for these kids!

  4. Jun 21, 2013
    at 8:56 am

    This is so fun! Thanks for letting us be part of this trip :) Our sponsored child Eilas is in Nicaragua! So wish we were there. Here’s my blog for today: http://fanciedfreedom.wordpress.com/2013/06/21/compassion-is-in-nicaragua/

  5. Ena Liz Torrez
    Jun 21, 2013
    at 8:59 am

    am totally moved by the sensitivity with which they have written the life stories of Nicaraguan families visited. I see God’s heart fibers touching the hearts of you specially. It brings hope to these people that often lost. Is God speaking to my life and comforting me, telling us that there are still good people in this world.

  6. Jun 21, 2013
    at 9:01 am

    Oh, Brianne. Your story is beautiful. It captures the heart of Compassion and describes the Savior’s love for little ones, and what His heart wants for them. Thank you.

  7. Jun 21, 2013
    at 9:16 am

    I love the quote you included from Wess – “We help them realize that they are each given special gifts from God to benefit their communities, and we try to help them develop aspirations for their future.” Hope, and the love of Jesus, that is what each one of you is showing these children this week.

  8. billgent
    Jun 21, 2013
    at 10:17 am

    Dang, it. That made me cry.

  9. Avis
    Jun 21, 2013
    at 11:14 am

    What a happy ending to this story. It is absolutely amazing what a caring and loving heart can bring out in a child, or even an adult for that matter. Ivan can add a happy moment to his mind.

  10. Jun 21, 2013
    at 5:35 pm

    Thank you everyone! Your comments warmed my heart. It means so much that you are following this trip!

  11. Jun 21, 2013
    at 7:45 pm

    Beautiful story, beautifully written! What a joy to see the laughing expressions and the smile as he was held! I always picture little children the same way, when He talked to them, touched them, played with them (surely He did that!).

  12. Jun 22, 2013
    at 9:26 am

    What a beautiful story!

  13. Jun 22, 2013
    at 3:52 pm

    Thank you for going and sharing your perespective in your writing. I loved your last line about him living in poverty, but the poverty not living in him due to the influence of people loving, caring, and believing in him. It gives hope to all of us who sponsor children for that very reason.

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